Remembering the Silence
An excellent piece in Mother Jones on the 39th anniversary of Roe vs. Wade brought to mind my own memories of growing up in the silence around even the word “abortion.” This poem was first published in CALYX.
ANOTHER STORY ABOUT LOVE
I tell him about
the story in my mother’s letter:
a girl I knew last year in high school
dead, a botched abortion,
septicemia,
the police phoning her parents,
saying Come and get your kid.
First time I’d heard the word
abortion.
I ask him what it means, hear
the silence around it,
his silence as we walk by the river
late at night
near his dorm room
rank with beer bottles
and dirty socks,
where Eartha Kitt sang for us
Birds do it, bees do it…
A wooden bench,
the slop, slop of the river.
His hand explores my thigh.
My leg closes against him,
saying no,
I don’t want to die,
not yet.
Fabulous, Maureen, it grows in rereading, and says so much; thank you for sharing it.